Thank you for writing this, Maria. It's as eerie and terrifying as any horror story, but of course rings absolutely true. I could not have been easy to lay this all bare. It also fills in gaps that mesh perfectly with behavior I observed at more of a remove, and how interesting that Clive could sense the danger, at least to your work, way back then. Neil truly always was the wolf, and it sounds like part of you always knew that. And you truly did make yourself. Well done on all counts.
Thank you for writing this, Maria. It's as eerie and terrifying as any horror story, but of course rings absolutely true. I could not have been easy to lay this all bare. It also fills in gaps that mesh perfectly with behavior I observed at more of a remove, and how interesting that Clive could sense the danger, at least to your work, way back then. Neil truly always was the wolf, and it sounds like part of you always knew that. And you truly did make yourself. Well done on all counts.
Thank you, Bill. Your words mean a lot.
I know I've said this before, but your writing is so lyrically aching. You turn raw and honest pain into creations of exquisite beauty. ❤️
Sending you the biggest hugs.